Can I Relive Life?

If there are choices to do with my life,

A. Stand-By

B. Shut Down

C. Restart

C would be my answer.

You Sucks~

I want someone to just stop guessing about what is happening around you. If it's non of your business, or it's anything that has nothing to do with you, ignore it. Stop posting stupid statuses and trying to let that someone see that you actually know everything, when you know nothing at all.

I Will Be Fatter!!~

Actually I'm already fatter. I've been eating so many sweets and desserts recently.

 Plus there will be gummy bears at class soon, so I will be even fatter even though I'm already fatter~

 But still, I don't even bother to stop eating those~ *sob*

Away~

I want to go away when everyone isn't noticing,

And come back when everyone forgets me.

That's my wish~
But right now, I want to.......
 Turn my radio to the fullest volume and cry as loudly as i can, so that no one can hear me~
=')

Your Are Not Mr. Right~

Have anyone tried waking up every morning just to fight to see the next morning? Have anyone don't even want to sleep at night just because they are not ready to face the war on the next day? Have anyone live everyday crying for the struggle, the humiliation, the war, the fight they have to face?

I have.

No one will understand the pressure, the pain, and also the lesson learnt. No one believes all of this when told. For this I keep everything to myself. But thank god I finally met someone who understand what I'm talking about, because that someone is going through life just exactly like mine. I let out so much to that person. First time I'm feeling so being helped out. And no one will ever guess out who that person is, because at first I can't believe that person either~ =]

To SOMEONE, please, don't judge everything on the angle which you can see. Change your angle of view and see the things you haven't seen. Most important of all, PLEASE DON'T THINK YOU ARE RIGHT IN EVERYTHING, BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT!!!!!!!

Sincerely,

The person who will kill you one day if you  never change yourself!!

Too late~

她爱的时候 你却不爱 她不爱了 你才来爱~
你太迟了~

Junkie?~

I'm really waiting for that moment when I can go somewhere far far away~

A beach side....

Or perhaps on a hill...

Alone....

And not doing anything at all~

Enjoy peacefulness~

Calmness, quietness~

And I want to be away for a very long time~

Away from the busy, stressful world~

Perhaps?

I don't even know if I have the chance~

Why am I not as pretty as her? Admire her so much~

She's sexy and pretty~

Love her~ =P

Hate Myself~

Why

do

I

still

feel

like

CRAP??!!!!!

='(

What Am I Feeling?

I was stressed. Really stressed.
And for this I just wanted someone to just cheer me up or something. And therefore, it's you I find.
At first, I though you will be able to atleast cheer me up, or even make me feel better.

Atleast.

The reason it's so hard for me to speak is that I'm holding too much tears.
I may have typed many smiley faces in texts, but it doesn't mean I'm actually happy or fine.
I cried, while texting smileys.
I cried hard.
I was unable to sleep, because too many is going in my head.
So I just wanted some comforting.
As I said, I wasn't able to type much, because my mood was all out as I cry.........

Therefore, I just told you the main point, the main reason why.

But then, you said you will be mad at me, because I didn't tell you the reason why.
Seriously I don't quite understand what I haven't told you.
Since I read that, I said I wanted to sleep already.
Not because I'm sleepy....

But because I was crying harder, louder.............

I was unable to calm down the whole night.
I wetted the whole handkercheif, so wet that it can be squeezed.
But then, I remembered someone.
I called her, close to midnight.
Hoping she will be able to help me.
Guess what?

She did. Infact, she made me so so so so much better.

After talking through the phone for half an hour,
I am able to smile again.
I'm able to sleep with no tears.
She had entertained me a lot actually.

She understands me the most. She's the best.

I realised, if you wanted to cry, it's best crying alone, or only with your bestest friend.
The others, will only take your problems lightly....
Force you to tell out your problems not caring about your feelings...

And it hurts......

So, very, much..................

Heavy head~

Why doesn't my headache go away? It's been the fifth day and no matter what I do, it seems to be worst. Everytime I wake up from a sleep, my headache is stronger! Sometimes, it is so pain that I would like to take a hammer and smash my head! I even slept in class for almost three periods until i was woken up by Fafa, ah damn you!! xD

Popin' Cooking~

Thanks to the dumb squirrel for buying Kracie Popin' Cooking (donut) for me! It was quite fun playing with it, and quite tempting too~ Well, quite many people said it tasted quite awful, but I personally felt it tasted good, especially the vanilla dough. As for the icing, I love chocolate flavour most (but squirrel hated it most), and strawberry the least! Too sweet~ ><

The vanilla flavoured dough~

Chocolate~

shape'em up~

Shape done and ready for toppings~

Next, I would like to say thank you to my boy who gave me a necklace yesterday. I is really beautiful and I love it very much. Thanks my boy. Happy 95th day~ =] <3

Busy busy busy~

08/06/2012

I, Cupid, Daibi, Yuen Khei, and Ong Ong went to New Era College today to sell tickets (except for daibi, he's performing for shifu) for our upcoming Wushu concert to the campers of the Chinese Tradition Camp Funny! On the way, we called Cupid our dad and Daibi our mom xD. Seriously, I forgot how it started. Daibi was quite high, and somewhat funny while Cupid was quite annoyed for no reason I guess. in the car they kept quarreling and me and the two girls sang really loudly along the radio. This made Cupid turned off the radio and we turned and annoy him....xD pity him kind of!! xD

Ok, i would really like to admit that I was quite a bad day. I will skip all that. Such a long story and I won't be the person who types all out! =P There's just one thing! Cupid's attitude that day made the three of us (girls) wanted to slap him. Also a long story, and I'll skip. Haha let's come to the happy moments!! Well, I'm not doing the talkings anymore, but the pictures will =P

I support Yu Hua Wushu!

Likey likey!

Dramatic right? xD

09/06/2012

Performance!! Not a happy day seriously. And I would like to say fuck you to those two people. Seriously, guys. When you guys are feeling annoyed, can you please not show it out? Or atleast repect others and answer our damn questions bitch! We were happy actually, well, were. Thanks to you guys, A LOT!! Traditional minded people! You can show your bithcy faces when you and unhappy. But when we were unhappy, you talk bad about us behind our backs and say something that is so much worst than it actually is. Okay whatever! So this is our performance. It went out quite well =P

I know we are handsome! Haha! By the way, lastly hope our concert will go well. Please go and like our page, just for support. We are selling tickets, RM15 for normal and RM20 for VIP. The ticket selling is going quite well, even though we haven't reach our actual ticket selling day. =D

Poster~

Yellow is for normal, blue for is VIP~

Ahh~

Lots of training recently, or should I say training everyday during this mid-term holiday. I have time after training, but what stopped me from continually updating my blog or drawing is this Cabal!! Why are you so addictive?? T.T You won't let me out when I stepped into your world. I think I'ma wake up early tomorrow to play it. HAHAHAHA so happy that I'm already on the A.Expert rank much sooner than the last time I played. AHAHAHAHAHA!!!

My skin. What happen to you?? Why you so red and rough and have so many tiny packed dots? So scary, and itchy. Hate you. Please go away soon? I don't like you. T.T

My boy. Why you so naughty? Naughty until made me punch your stomach. Since then you said I'm violent haha xD (well yes I'm violent! Especially to the one much more closer to me =P) No choice if I'm not violent you will bully me more. Not bad! Together we are 顽皮男 and 暴力女!! xD (Don't bother me I'm kinda high, after finish playing Cabal)

Anything else? Oh yeah! I'm having performance on Friday and Saturday. So excited. =D


Okay I keep yawning right now. So.......TATA~!!!!! (Cabal I LOVE YOU!!!!!)




























And you too my boy! =P