Down~

Yu Hua Wushu team is going for performance tomorrow at new era college. Performances are normally and exiting event for us usual, but this time, I will perform it full of heartache.

I hate dramas in family. I hate it when I get scolded for nothing. I hate being false accused. I hate stress. I hate everything......currently. All I want to do right now is cry. And all I feel right now is......pain. Heartache. Stressed. Pressure. A mess in my heart and I'm not really sure what is.

All I wanna do now is cry. All I really wanna do now is cry.

Cry.

Cry my eyes out.

Without anyone seeing me.

I just wanna suffer myself.

See the pain myself.

Heal myself.

Stop my smiles for a moment, recover myself. Gather myself again, and go out and smile again.

With Wushu kia~

Howdy!! We Yu Hua Wushu team took part in the Forth Annual Choy Lee Fut Traditional Wushu Championship last Saturday. We got really good result and in the end we got the Overall champion. And i only got two silver haha. Let my pictures do some talkings. =]

Haha good job ong!!~

Me getting ready~

Prize!!

me and my competitors ~

Overall champion~

Yu Hua Wushu family~

Group photo with shifu~

Big baby~

Then yesterday, some of us went to Jusco and watched the Hunger Games. I'm happy because of......some reason. It was a really great day and I almost wished that day would never end. =]

Me and Ong~

Wee~

I Love You~

<3

Nervous~

Let me not begin with the nervous part first. So I'm starting with me gonna bake a chocolate brownie later!! One major stuff I realised today is....my family finished up my chocolate which I had saved up for this, so, as a victim, I asked my dad to buy some later, hahahaha!!!! Poor daddy....and evil little me..xD

Okay, so I may begin with the nervous part. Competition is tomorrow!! And as I said before, I'm not fully familiar with my routines. Having really tough competitors there as well, and competition won't be some easy peasy kind of stuff. Three routines I have to do, and I only fully familiarize with only one. So I'm kind of a dead piece of meat.

Truth is, what I said on the upper paragraph isn't all the nervous part. As part of the committee member of this competition, I am listed to be the representative among athlete. And this means I will have to say an athlete's oath, like word of promises. They even posted the script on facebook's group chat. As my chinese sucks, again, I'm dead if i'm choosen. BUT I HOPE FAT OOI WILL BE CHOOSEN so that he will save my life!!!! xD Hahaha!! But seriously this whole morning i was like

Lastly, just wanna share something I found in facebook which I found so true. Because it's happening to me too, although I have already loved him before we are together. =]

Tired Days~

Really tired nowadays. Trained a lot for the competition this Saturday. Kind of having a messed up daily routine. Sometimes I sleep in at 8.30 at night (after training), and woke up at 3.30 in the morning. Sometimes after I sleep right away after I come home in the evening, and woke up at perhaps 9 at night, and go to sleep again at 2 in the morning. Mess!

Will be going to our teacher's house tomorrow right after our training. Quite excited haha~ Going to have barbecue together with my Wushu gang. Best ever~!!!

Training tomorrow. Gonna have physical activities. Hate physical activities when I'm this tired!! =( And ohh, those juniors are creating problems again. I don't understand. Why can't they just co-operate? In fact, they keep blaming others for what they can't see, but others can. And also, they are not up to the standard for some fancy performance, but they created something they can't do, which is over their limit. It's bad. =(

Han Wei talked with them, but i'm not sure If they will accept it and change. But seriously, I think they won't. Actually, from what I heard of their discussion, the main person of this problem is Ong Ee Sern. He haven't changed. Bad!! Poor Jia Yin and Yuen Hung. Being a senior in their group yet they were disrespected by them.

Guess that's all about today. We have made good progress in our routine for competition... =] I love it when they want us to train happily and not being stressful no matter how difficult the routine is. Hope everything will go well during the competition. I like a dummy because I can't remember the movement's well.... ='(

Thank you~

Sometimes, I keep saying that you are someone useless and I hate you jokingly. But sometimes, the way you treated me just melts my heart. But seriously, you are really good to me. And this sometimes, I think that I kinda don't deserve you. I really never though you are this good to me, and i'm stupid enough to realize this only today. But i don't think I've made any progress in this at all. That's why I felt this way. Anyway~

Thank you.......


very much.....


And that I really.....


really......


do......


love you~

Exam's over~

Finally exam's over and i'm free!!! With lots of time haha~!!! Actually no....I'm still not free and and not many time I have. == Our school's having wushu competition next Saturday (17/3) and i'm taking part in three events. It's a traditional wushu competition and it will be a tough fight. =]

Worst. I'm not really familiar with my routine. Out of three, not familiar with two and another one (which in group fist routine) is equal to death. Why?? We haven't even started creating the routine!!!!! Now han wei ask me to help him to think of some ideas but damn, i think every movements so complicatedly......==

My exam....I failed in maths!!! Hahahahaha!! I think i will fail in BC and Chemistry too.... =P Whatever~