Down~

Yu Hua Wushu team is going for performance tomorrow at new era college. Performances are normally and exiting event for us usual, but this time, I will perform it full of heartache.

I hate dramas in family. I hate it when I get scolded for nothing. I hate being false accused. I hate stress. I hate everything......currently. All I want to do right now is cry. And all I feel right now is......pain. Heartache. Stressed. Pressure. A mess in my heart and I'm not really sure what is.

All I wanna do now is cry. All I really wanna do now is cry.

Cry.

Cry my eyes out.

Without anyone seeing me.

I just wanna suffer myself.

See the pain myself.

Heal myself.

Stop my smiles for a moment, recover myself. Gather myself again, and go out and smile again.