Why never tell me earlier?? Very sad~

Actually I got the chance to go to Wu Guan today, but then.......I missed it. Well, it isn't my fault!! I really do want to go!!! It's only once a week and now, it's already the third week I didn't go there. Because at first, Hui Ching said want to stay back and practice for next Monday's performance, so I thought cannot go. But then, after Han Wei they all go ready, then only I know today no need to stay back, because most of them go back already. But why they didn't tell me? I also didn't know no need to stay back ready. If not I will definitely go to Wu Guan wan. I missed Wu Guan damn much!!! I now I've not been practicing more enough!!! Shifu even said he wanted to train me more at Wu Guan because I can't train much since I have to go to school, but then now?? Haiz~ I don't even know when is the next time I can go to Wu Guan, because i'm sure next week Sunday Hui Ching will want us to stay back for practice, because Monday performance dy.......Sad!!!!!!