[March of the Dandelions]: Sad.... ='(

I feel like people are avoiding me. I don't know why, maybe it's my attitude? But I don't know what wrong with it though. I didn't even know what I had said wrongly. Well, it's like this, we haven't meet for years, so I though maybe I can just greet you or something in facebook as I have the urge to keep in touch. Okay everything went well and you also replied as usual. Then suddenly...... poof!! You are avoiding me. @@

I really don't understand, it kinda hurt me a lot. It's like, what did I even do? Or that I just shouldn't talk to you since we haven't meet for four years? Weird right? That's why I'm sad. I don't know. This didn't happen once to me. I happened many times and it made me felt like I screw everything up. But honestly, what did I do other than just confronting them for a good old simple greeting? I even cried for something this stupid haha. Because I don't how or why, but once it happen to me once, it happened twice, then trice.... which seems like a chain or curse has been linked on me.

This happened in wushu too. That's why at this current moment, even it's just you and you alone, I even thought of quitting wushu. Here i just wanted to honestly point out that the reason i wanted to quit wushu was because 1, I realised that I'm not really into wushu, I just enjoyed training and performing together with everyone, but just seriously not really into it. 2, I think I've found something that I would like, but not ure what it is yet and 3, it a secret *shhh*. Well, not really. I have already told you, typically haha, only that you don't know who, and don't ask because I won't tell *depending on who you are of course*~ xD

But don't worry, I don't think I can get myself to quit that easily. The reason is simple. Bond~ @@ It's hard to break a strong bond, if you know what I mean haha!!

By the way, I am still sad. What should I do when I see that person next time? I think there's nt just 1 person though but two, so how should I face them next time?

By the way, a recent drawing I did. It's my first line art, though the lines are messy, but it still almost killed me when I drew it. >< But I'm happy, drawing makes me really happy, and while drawing, I listened to my favourite songs, nothing beats that!! =D