Back To Spouting Nonsense~

Yeap, some nonsense again. Well, it's been a long time since I cried, but I can't believe at this moment, at ties like this, where everything is starting to go smooth for me, I cried. Thanks to my mum. She spouted stuff and hurt me again. Yeah, I'm just a useless piece of junk anyway, for her to just release her anger and temper, to achieve big dream and goals OF HERS even if it means sacrificing my happiness. Now for financial, she spouted it out like I'm part of the mistake why my household is facing financial problems.

I really feel like finding a shoulder to cry on, I thought of one person, only one, but I don't think that will work. I will hate how people will think the other way round if I'm being with that person too much or just speaking my heart out to a person I don't usually hang out with. But just, I feel like crying again, but I can't. My heart is aching, but I don't know. I want to pour out, but I can't. Sometimes I'm so used to keeping things in my heart that I will feel lazy to explain every single detail that I want to~

Good thing is, I quit Wushu!!!! HAHAHAHAHA YESHHH!!!! And I'm taking up swimming, and I'm really happy about it, not much people know about it, which is perfect, because they didn't need to know anyway. They won't be interested anyway. I don't care why anyway.

Kay fine, I'm lazy to pour out my heart's content as I can't organize my sentence in my heart~ So, adios!!

Kaneki Ken (Tokyo Ghoul)~