Not Your Sorry~

Why is it when I need space, you keep disturbing me?

Why is it when I need you, you never even once appeared?

Why is it when I already told you the same thing over and over again, 

you still keep asking something which the answer is still the same?

You ask me, and I never answer,

Because I lost hope of you being there for me.

Whenever I need you, you weren't there.

Staring at me won't help, it will make me feel worst.

Keep apologizing wont work, because you still never change.

All I did was watching you so happily being with others,

While i was so desperate looking at you hoping for your help,

And to keep myself up,

Because you are suppose to be the person who should help me stand up again.

I always hope for you, but you weren't there.

When I was tired and I need space for my own, you interrupt.

It's okay for you to interrupt, 

If you are able to make me happy.

When I'm happy, you will make me laugh even more.

But when I'm sad, you will make me cry even more.

Why are you like this??!!!

That is why,

Whenever you ask me what happen to me,

I remain silent, or I will cry.

For so long, I've been so so disappointed in you.

I keep waiting for you to come up to me,

But you never will,

And have already I lost hope~